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30th June 2006 9 a.m.
Justine had a good few days, enjoyed some more quality time with visitors and also managed to get out and have lunches in the Hospital Canteen.

She wrote a new diary entry yesterday and tried to email it across to us to post but 
unfortunately the lap top crashed and has a problem and the email was lost.  Justine has written out a shorter version which we hope to get posted this morning.

We wish the brave Shy Jumpers good luck for today as the weather certainly looks like it will be okay for their sky dive.

25th June 2006 2 p.m.
At last something good to report.  Justine had a good day yesterday and enjoyed some quality time with one of her friends who visited.

She had a good night (the first for some days) and enjoyed some freshly picked strawberries from her parents garden for breakfast which they had brought in.  She says they were "Yummy" and that she is okay today.

23rd June 2006 6.45 p.m.
Justine has been given a laptop hook up to her website at her bedside and is hoping to start answering some of the messages in her guest book again.  So stand by for some replies

We are also arranging for a current photo to be taken so all can see her new and current stylish look.  This will also enable us to provide a before and after transplant comparative record.

22nd June 2006 8.30 a.m.
Here we go again on Justine's roller coaster - as last night at 10 p.m. Justine was visited by the Harefield Transplant Co-Ordinator who informed her that she was to be prepared for a Transplant.  She was told that the position was that at another Transplant Centre they had a pair of lungs for a patient who had to have a double lung transplant but the initial indications were that the left lung may not be acceptable and they had no patient waiting for a right lung.  This was therefore offered to Harefield for Justine if the final inspection and lung function tests validated this.   Justine was not getting excited and took this news as calmly and was not building up her hopes.

So for the third time Justine was prepared, blood tests carried out, washed etc and it was anticipated that an answer would be known by about midnight and the operation would take place 12.30 – 1 p.m.  Jon was with her and her parents arrived around 11.45 p.m. to provide support.  It was then advised that an answer would now be much later.

Then at 1 p.m. the Co-Ordinator re-visited Justine and said she was very sorry but the double lungs were perfect and had been used for the patient at the other centre. So Justine was stood down and then had a drink of water.  She took this news quite calmly and is clearly getting used to this on/off position (if one can ever get accustomed to the ups and downs of the waiting and expectations).  Justine did think that this time was going to be the one but we now all hope that next time will be the one.

The positive thing is that this is now the 3rd call she has had in the last 3 months and it is only about 3 weeks since the last call.

Apart from that Justine had a good day yesterday as can be seen from her diary entry.

JUSTINE NOW HAS HER NEW PHONE BUT IT PROVED IMPOSSIBLE TO RECOVER ANY OF HER STORED CONTACT PHONE NUMBERS FROM HER BROKEN PHONE.

COULD ANY OF HER FRIENDS AND THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN IN CONTACT WITH HER SEND HER A TEXT MESSAGE TO HER PHONE GIVING THEIR CONTACT NUMBER/S SO SHE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH.  SHE HAS MANAGED TO RETAIN HER ORIGINAL PHONE NUMBER BUT DOES WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH AND HAS NO OTHER RECORDS AVAILABLE TO HER.

19th June 2006 4.15 p.m.
We have spoken with Justine today and she informs us that she feels good today.

Her news is that the Engineer at Harefield has tried some alternative batteries to try to get the portable suction pump to work as a temporary interim measure whilst the spares ordered to fix the pump are awaited. She tried this out and had a very short walk outside her room – just 10 steps.

Some extra batteries are being charged up and Justine will test the system again tomorrow and may be able to venture a little further.

The engineer has ordered extra connecting leads and batteries for the main system which be built specially – he has indicated that a new pump system could be in the region of £3,000.

Last week Justine’s mobile phone was knocked onto the floor and  covered in water. It had been hoped that the phone would dry out and work but this has not been the case and it is clearly broken.   A new phone will have to be purchased possibly tomorrow and attempts will be made whilst at the suppliers to get her stored phone numbers retreived (These are on the phone not the SIM card).

18th June 2006 3.30 p.m.
Justine is holding her own and apart from suffering from the heat and being unable to sleep last night as it was so hot she is doing well.

She has had some visitors today but found it hard to cope as several people turned up at the same time and she cannot cope with lots of people as it is very tiring.  She was still pleased to see everybody.

She has managed to walk just outside her room as all her tubes connecting her to oxygen, pumps etc  are quite long.  She can just reach the nurses station and that is the limit of her umbilical cords (tubes).  In a way it is rather like astonauts who are limted in movement by connections to their spaceships life support systems.

16th June 2006 midday
It seems that actually Justine had another bad day yesterday after contact had been made with her.  Her Consultant popped in with his team and it seems that they had been monitoring her blood following the operation on 16th February her blood has devoloped excessive anti-bodies.  He advised that if a patient was presented to them with this type of blood they would not accept them as a candidate for a transplant.

The reason being that with so many anti-bodies this could cause chronic rejection of the donor lung/s.  However, following  the meeting yesterday of the Transplant Team they have agreed to keep Justine on the Transplant list.  

However, to deal with the rejection they will have to apply the strongest anti-rejection drugs they have available ands she will have to have these permanantly.  This can cause long term problems and effect the kidneys.  

Normally they give these drugs first and then reduce the dosage once the transplant organs are stabilised but they positive side to this is they do know what problems they are going to encounter after the transplant is performed and can therefore deal with them immediately.  

So it is great that she is still on the list and it is hoped that another transplant opportunity will happen soon and everybody is confident that it will be 3rd time lucky.

15th June 2006 5.15 p.m.
We have spoken briefly with Justine this morning and she is in good spirits today and we will have a fuller report tomorrow after she has been seen by her family. 

14th June 2006 midday
We have spoken with Justine and it seems she had another drama overnight as her drain tube became blocked.  In order to rectify this the drain was clamped and cleaned and she also had to cough heavily to help clear all blockages.  Following which she was able to breathe again normally.

She managed to eat all  of her Burger last night except for one mouthfull.  She is feling fine now. 

We have also corrected the entry from yesterday to read  more accurately recording the events and Justine has approved this corrected entry.

14th June 2006 - 9.30 a.m.
We now have the full picture from Justine’s bad day yesterday. Justine was we are told very anxious about what was happening yesterday and her difficulty breathing. It was established that the first drain although inserted successfully was not working as unfortunately it was sitting just on the outside of her lung rather than ending up inside as needed.  That was not known at the time we posted yesterdays bulletin.

It was also found that Justine had had another pneumothorax (collapsed lung) her 13th lung collapse.   She had to return to surgery and using a cat scan a replacement chest drain was carefully inserted and that is now working well and she is able to breathe again.  

So yesterday was more than eventful and Justine had to undergo to 2 lots of anesthetists and surgery.  She was very weak after all of that which is understandable. All the staff at Harefield rallied round to help and support her and they truly are amazing. Justine has made her mark at the Hospital as those who know her would expect nothing less and she really is a star.

Her fiancee JK as always was her throughout this difficult time and her parents also provided support.

She was in good spirit again last night and was amazed at how quickly she had turned the corner and breathing well with the aid of the oxygen mask.  She ordered a burger as she was very weak having not eaten all day.  We have not heard if she managed to eat all of it but no doubt further news will reach us during the day.

We have been asked how the Sky Dive to raise funds for Justine went yesterday. Due to bad weather the jump was postponed and it has been re-booked for next Wednesday 21st June.  We understand the participants were somewhat concerned but nevertheless ready to go and clearly dissapointed at the delay but clearly safety must come first.  We will get news posted next week after the jump takes place.  The initiative and effort put in for this daring event must be congratulated and shows how much Justine has inspired and touched those she has come into contact with and is a measure of truly great friendship.

13th June 2006 - 5 p.m.
Well today has been another down run on Justine’s roller coaster.  When she awoke this morning she found that the chest drain tube inserted into her body was almost out of her body.  She tried to push this back into her body (clearly ill advised) but it did not stay located and nurses and then a doctor attended to try to temporarily hold in place.

It was clear something was amiss and another drama unfolded.  Justine was X-rayed and after checking by a transplant surgeon it was clear that she would have to have the chest drain tube sorted.  

This has resulted in Justine having a local anesthetic and having the tube re-stitched to her body to hold in place.  This procedure has been carried out satisfactorily but she has had some after problems and been attended to by one of the doctors. We understand that the newly inserted drain is not functioning and we have no further details at this time.  She is now resting and we will bring an updated report tomorrow when further news reaches us.

11th June 2006 - 5 p.m.
Just when you think all is well news reaches you that things for Justine are still a roller coaster of ups and downs.

See her diary where all is revealed.

11th June 2006 - 1 p.m.
The webmaster has returned.

Justine is still in good spririts but a few days ago she was struggling for some 3-4 hours breathing during the night.

Yesterday she informed us that it really is a shame that with such glorious weather that she cannot get outside.  The latest on the portable suction equipment is that the parts to fix this have been ordered but they could take 1 or 2 weeks to arrive.

We will be investigating further as to whether new equipment can be purchased but initial inquiries indicate that this pump was possible a one off made by engineer at Harefield.

7th June 2006 - 9 a.m.
We have been informed that the portable suction pump being used by Justine has broken down and has been sent away for repairs.  This means that Justine is grounded and cannot get out of her room and she is naturally frustrated about this having just been given an little extra freedom of movement by the portable pump.

We are investigating purchasing a new pump but do have to get the approval of Harefield to make surer the correct equipment is purchased and we also need to make sure enough funds have been raised to cover the cost.  The Sky Dive being held should help provide funds for this.  More news will follow when we have it.

Justine herself is still positive but more aware than ever before that she now urgently needs that transplant if she is to survive. All her family and JK are confident that this will happen.

The webmaster will be away for a few days and it may not be possible to provide any more updates until the weekend.

4th June 2006 - 12 noon - Midday
Justine is holding her own and has sent us a text to inform us she is fine today.  She is going to have another outing outside for lunch in the Harefield Restaurant.  There is no holding this girl back in spite of all her difficulties.

She is hoping for that transplant opportunity and is still very focused and ppositive in spite of the fact she can do so much less for herself now. 

3rd June 2006 - 10.30 a.m.
Justine managed a visit to the Restaurant again yesterday and wow what a celebrity she is it took some 20 minutes after she entered before any food could be provided.  It seems she is known by everybody from Porters, Nurses and Doctors.  They all wanted to say hallo and help her.

The staff even brought her food to the table she certainly has some celebrity status at Harefield.  

She was worked hard yesterday and got very tired and that included an hours physiotherapy.  Whilst she was being walked her physiotherapist said that Justine seems to be known and know more people than she does.  Just then as they were walking down a corridor a member of staff called out " Hi Justine" and had a quick chat much to the amazement of her physiotherapist.

She tells us that she now finding it very hard to do almost basic things and cannot push a soap dispenser to get soap, pull the lever on the toilet to flush it.  It seems that even trying to turn a tap on causes her to get breathless.  She will have to plan her movements carefully to minimize wasted breath and energy.

Justine also tells us that she knows she has deteriorated and finds it hard to accept that a year ago she was so mobile and able to do things.  She is very frustrated at not being able to be mobile and able to do normal things.   She also tells us that she has to rely on asking John, her parents and the nursing staff to do so much right down to drawing a curtain. opening a window, passing the TV controller, passing a piece of fruit (to get this she has to buzz for a nurse and then point to what she wants) and so on.

Nevertheless Justine is still bright, positive and as bubbly and a genuine star throughout her ordeal.   Nobody deserves a fairy tale ending more than Justine who in spite of her condition still champions promoting everybody signing up as organ donors.

2nd June 2006 - 5 p.m.
We have now heard that Justine has been moved to a new Ward at Harefield and she can now be found in Ward F East - Room 16.  We understand that this room has en-suite facilities and more details will follow when we have them.

Justine has also informed us that she is feeling good today and hopefully she will be up for writing another diary entry shortly.

1st June 2006 - 4 p.m.
Justine informed us this morning that she was planning to have her lunch today in the hospital restaurant which will be another outing from her room and a real treat to get her outside for a short while and to have a change of scenery.  She has in fact had lunch their and enjoyed the break and surroundings. 

She remains positive and in good spirits and is having a good day.

She is on front page of todays Potters Bar Times and a feature is contained on Page 5 covering her and the Sky Dive.  We hope to have this posted soon together with another article from last week which appeared in Chelmsford.

31st May 2006 4 p.m.
Justine is in good spirits today but she has picked up another infection which is being treated with anti-biotics. However, this particular infection will not preclude her from having a lung transplant.

29th May 2006 (posted 30th May 11.45 a.m.)
Justine had a bad night(29th) and had difficlutiues breathing and she also had problems breathing during the morning of 29th.

She was in a better spirit by the end of the day and handed over her latest diary entry which has just been posted.

She is hoping to make it to the Hospital restaurant for lunch today (30th).

28th MAY 2006 9.15 a.m.
Yesterday as a treat her Dad brought in a Mint Choc Frappaccino from Starbucks and when he arrived at 5 p.m. Justine told him she had just been woken from her afternoon rest as a transplant alert had been given to her.

She was not allowed to eat or drink anything and they then advised her that they would start the preparations for her transplant.  It was anticipated that news about suitability of the donor organs would be known by 8.30 p.m. and then that time was brought forward to 8 p.m.

Justine said she was not getting her hopes up just in case the donor lungs were rejected but she was a little nervous. 

Her fiancé was alerted by text as he was at the Gym and when he got the message he rushed back to the Hospital.  Justine’s Parents were with her and her brother Gavin arrived by train and her other brother Spencer and his wife also arrived to support her. 

At 8.30 p.m. Justine was given the pre-transplant information and then signed the consent form to have either a single or double lung transplant.  She was informed by the Registrar in the detailed briefing which also covered survival rates and recovery times after the operation that apparently Harefield had only done some 26 lung transplants the previous year and that about 13 of those were double lung transplants.  She was also informed that ideally the team wanted to do a bi-lateral transplant (double lung transplant) but given her condition they would do a single right lung transplant and subsequently may have to perform a smaller operation to repair the leaking and diseased left lung.  Justine and all the family were given all the facts to enable Justine to make an informed decision.  She decided to proceed and signed to have either a single or double transplant. 

She was prepared and gowned for the operation and various team members were visiting her to run through the pre and after operation procedures, methods of pain relief and these were very, very thorough procedures with clear and concise explanations at every stage. 

Later the first blood tests were done and then around 9.45 p.m. one of the transplant team doctors took the second and all was in readiness to proceed to theatre. 

It was then only necessary to wait to hear from the lead surgeon as to whether or not the donor lungs would be acceptable for the transplant.   The surgeon has to inspect the lungs to make sure they are perfect and have no faults as they never carry out any transplant unless the donor organs are 100%. 

News reached Justine and the family late in the evening after an agonising wait (about 10.30 p.m.) that after inspecting the lungs the surgeon was not satisfied with them and they had not responded to the lung function tests and therefore the operation would not be proceeding.  He wanted to be able to offer Justine a much better set of lungs or lung. 

Justine was very sad to hear this as was her fiancé John and the family.   This is the 2nd time she has missed out and Justine now says hopefully it will be as they say “3rd time lucky”.

25th MAY 2006 12.30 p.m.

Justine has managed a walk outside today! (Yes she has seen the outside world for the first time in months).   She felt amazing and was very, very happy.

22nd MAY 2006 - 2.00 p.m. 

(Note: 24.5.06 - Due to technical error this update was lost in cyberspace. Apologies to all)

Justine had difficulties during the night (3 a.m.) and again this morning.  However she still managed to go for a long walk with the portable suction pump connected which has given her a chance to get outside her room. 

17 May 2006
Justine struggled with her breathing this morning and again felt depressed. However, this afternoon she was much more chirpy. She managed 15 min on the bike and enjoyed a tasty lunch.

16 May 2006
Justine had a difficult day yesterday with periodic breathing difficulties and feeling depressed.

13th MAY 2006 - 3.30 p.m.
Justine had difficulties with her breathing yesterday but still managed 5 minutes on her exercise bike.

She is starting to get more discerning with her food which is considered to be a good sign.  She still remains positive and wrote a diary entry yesterday which has now been posted.

12th MAY 2006 - 1 p.m.
Justine has had a few more good days. Yesterday she managed some 10 minutes on the exercise bike and lost count of the turns but they are estimated at 200.

We have now received news of what transpired following the Transplant Teams Meeting yesterday (Thursday - 11.5.06) when Justine's case was discussed.  The options which were available were considered and they were:-

1) To do nothing but wait for the availability of a donor to enable her to benefit from a bi-lateral lung transplant (this is a double lung transplant). Several of the transplant surgeons favoured this as the best clinical treatment.

2) To remove the existing chest drain and replace with a larger drain followed by a procedure of inserting powder in an attempt to fix that portion of the lung which is not healing and stop it collapsing. If this procedure is carried out Justine would only be  able to have a single lung transplant.

3) After the above procedure is carried out to build Justine's strength up with a view to her being sent home

4) As (3) above but connecting a Heimlich portable drain to provide her with mobility.  This drain allows air out but not in. 

Justine's Consultant would like Justine to have an improved quality of life which could be achieved if she was able to return home. In addition, the risk of catching a further hospital based infection would be removed.

The outcome of the meeting resulted in split views as to the best way forward.  The final decision made was for Justine to remain at Harefield as the risks of her returning home were too high.  They will continue to care for Justine and build her strength up.  It was agreed that she would be given a single or double lung transplant whichever became available first.  If a single transplant is carried out this still leaves a number of options for treating the remaining lung, and the risks of treating that lung after a successful single lung transplant would be much lower as she would benefit from having one new and perfect lung working.

Justine's Consultant would now like Justine to be connected to a portable suction pump to allow her mobility and freedom to move outside her room.  Unfortunately, this equipment is not available at Harefield but he is investigating the possibility of hiring the equipment.

On hearing this news Justine was extremely upset but is now reconciled to her stay at
Harefield.  She did comment to one of the transplant doctors that she hopes it will not be another year before a donor becomes available.

9th MAY 2006 - 7 p.m.

Justine has had another good day. We will be posting an update from her Consultant tomorrow and her next diary note which she has just written but it will not arrive in time to be added today.

8th MAY 2006 - 7 p.m.
Justine continues to stay stable and she was again in good spirits all day.

7th MAY 2006 - 11.00 a..m.
Justine has had another good few days.

Yesterday she manged 2 sessions on the exerice bike (a Tunturi machine) one of 40 turns and another of 42 turns making 82 in all another record for her.  Is there no stopping this girl!

She has been eating heartily and even had ice cream and fresh raspberries for desert last night.

She is a fan of The Apprentice and eagerly awaits the outcome of the final one Wednesday - who will Sir Alan Sugar fire and hire?   She also stays glued to TV for the Strictly Dance Fever program hosted by Graham Norton every Saturday evening.  These programs will mean nothing to those overseas but they have become both cult and compulsive viewing and will be missed when they come off air.

Justine is breathing well using a face mask but still needs the suction pump to prevent her lung collapsing.   She also manged for a while while eating just using the nasal spectacles (canulas).

5th MAY 2006 - 8.00 p.m.
Justine has had another good day.  Fuller details will be posted tomorrow.

4th MAY 2006 - 9.00 p.m.
Justine had problems breathing yesterday without the suction pump and eventually it was re-connected in the evening.  She then managed to breathe normally and her oxygen saturates returned to the high levels they have been at for some weeks now.

It seems that the discussions from a few days ago were long term plans of what the consultant would like to see happen as ideally they would like to return Justine to a level of fitness which would allow her to return home and be removed from the risk of further Hospital infections.

She had a good day today and had 2 cycling sessions 30 turns and then another with 32 turns which has beaten her record.

3rd MAY 2006 - 5.30 p.m.
Justine had another good day yesterday.

She managed a short walk today with the help of 2 nurses but found she was breathless.

Her consultant has indicated that they would like to remove the suction pump attached to her chest drain as that cannot be left connected indefinitely.  They would also like to prepare her to return home but the timing of that is not yet known. It could still take some weeks before she is fit enough and all the necessary support facilities have been re-instated.  

They are also talking about carrying out the operation originally aborted when she had to have the major surgery on 16th February 2006 whereby they pump talc in to help stick the lung to her chest wall.

They also want to list her for a single lung transplant as that will increase her chances of having a donor organ as apparantly availability of double lungs are quite rare.

Nothing definite has been decided but nevertheless Justine is extremely anxcious about returning home in her condition as she is frightened that her lung will go down again.

We have just heard that the suction pump has now been removed.

1st MAY 2006 - 4 p.m.
Justine had a harder day yesterday as she found it a little harder to manage her breathing.  She did improve her cycling and made 35 turns her best to date.

She has managed for half a day so far without the mask and just breathing using the canula.

As she has posted a diary entry rest of news can be found there.

30th APRIL 2006 - 1.30 p.m.
Justine had another good day yesterday. She is managing to each much better and is building up her strenght and hopes to put on some more weight over the next few weeks.

She is still managing well on the face mask.

She hopes to be much improved over the next few weeks so that he can start to have visitors.

29th APRIL 2006 - 11.00 a.m.
Justine had another good day yesterday. She probably eat more food than on any day so far.  She had a cooked breakfast and lunch and an evening meal followed up by a half slice of strawberry gateau.  She tells us that she has now put on 2 lbs.

She also had 2 sessions on the exercise bike and managed 15 rotations each time making a total of 30 which beats her best to date of 20 turns.

She had another cooked breakfast this morning and so far appears to be making excellent progress.  She is managing very well on the face mask.

She still has a drain inserted which is working on suction as her lung is still leaking.

28th APRIL 2006 - 10.15 a.m.
Justine had another good day yesterday.

26th APRIL 2006 - 8.30 p.m.
Justine had a really good day today.

Her tracheotomy tubes were removed but a cap has been left in as a precaution in case it needs to be re-inserted.  Justine has been on a face mask all day and is now able to talk and is starting to eat larger meals.

Milestones all round after a terrible weekend.  She is even wearing some normal clothes and managed a session on the exercise bike (20 pedals round).

She even managed to eat some home made soup (chicken) brought in by her mum before she tucked into a hearty evening meal.

She has written another entry in her diary which has just been posted.

25th APRIL 2006 - 7.30 p.m.
Justine had a second pneumothorax on Sunday, however the suction pump was used again and she is ok now in that respect.

Yesterday she managed to eat 2 full meals and was back in positive mode. Today she has been able to breathe for a short while using a nasal cannula which is the system that provides oxygen through the nose and the system Justine had been using until she was taken ill earlier this year. 

Justine has lost 1 stone in weight over the last month which will need to be re-gained. Justine is having regular physio sessions every morning.

22 APRIL 2006
After another bad night Justine had a small pnemothorax today - the effect of which meant she was struggling to breath. A suction pump was used and she is ok now. This followed another difficult nights sleep.

20th APRIL 2006
Justine had a bad night last night and was unable to sleep or eat breakfast or lunch. However, she did manage approximately 30 meters of walking. The trachetomy has been changed to a lower sized mechanism (from size 9 to 6) and so, although with difficulty as it is very tiring for her, she is able to vocalise some speech. Justine sends her love to everyone and as always desperatley wants her new lungs.

18th APRIL 2006 10.30 a.m.
We can report that Justine made good progress again yesterday.  She has managed to eat a hearty evening and for the first time managed to finish her main course.

The outreach team have in mind stepping up the pressure and they may try to remove the tracheotomy this week.  They want to start eliminating any extra sources of infection and the plastic tubes inserted can be a breeding ground for germs and cause infections.

We have also learnt that one of the donor lungs which became available for transplant on 14 April (which sadly Justine was unable to receive due to her infection (see below)) when inspected was unsuitable for transplanting.  The recipient therefore had a single lung transplant.

Justine has wrote an entry last night for her diary which has been added today.

17th APRIL 2006 4.30 p.m.
We can report that Justine made good progress yesterday.  She has managed to eat a good evening meal Spaghetti Bolognese and trio of ice cream to finish (Vanilla, Chocolate and strawberry).

More importantly she has been seen by the outreach team looking after her and they have now reduced the volume of air support so that Justine can almost breathe on her own.  They want to get her off the tracheotomy and hope to achieve this over the next few weeks.

Justine had a fairly good night and had managed to receive a few visitors today.

Her chest infection is clearing up and seems to have responded to the anti-biotics.

Overall the outlook is good and a far cry from the unfortunate state of she found herself in last Friday when she lost the opportunity for a transplant.  Justine has got over the disappointment and remains very positive.

16th APRIL 2006 11.30 a.m.
We can report this morning that Justine had a better day overall yesterday and in the end has managed without intravenous feeding.  She has started to eat solid (real) food again.

She had a good nights rest and was got out of bed early by the nursing staff.  Whilst she still has a temperature and chest infection, woke up early and was sat up in a chair by the nursing staff.  The good news is that her infection does now seem to be responding to the anti-biotics which have started to kick in and do some good.

She was seen by the medical team this morning and they are hopeful that her chest infection will clear up in a weeks time.

Justine is feeling much better in herself and as always fighting back.


15th APRIL 2006 8.00 a.m.
We are sorry to report that following the blood tests carried out on Justine they found that her infection was increasing and therefore they could not carry out the transplant. All the nurses looking after her had their fingers crossed that the tests would have been okay.  This was not destined to be Justine's day.

Justine had this explained and the fact that as she had an infection which was rising not decreasing - the Transplant Team at Harefield could not put her life at risk.  The reason for this is that after a transplant you have to take have the body's immune system suppressed to help prevent rejection of the donor organ.  The bodies immune system would detect an enemy in the body and try to destroy it (part of the human anatomy defense system). To prevent this you have to take anti-rejection drugs for the rest of your life.

Justine has been waiting over a year now for a chance of having a transplant and this was the first time she had had the call that they had a match and had all been well she would have had the transplant by now as it would have been done last night.

This is a blow as she was 100% a few days ago and doing so well and she is naturally very down.  She did not want to be left alone yesterday evening.

She had been unwell over last 2 days and yesterday was totally off her food and did not eat.  Last night they were re-inserting the intravenous tubes to feed her on the drip to help keep her strength up.

Justine has been talking more recently of the fact she is now aware her time is running out and it is understandable how dissapointing this is for her and her family, fiance and friends.  Justine's need for new lungs is extremely urgent

The next person on the waiting list was called in to have a transplant. Even if one does get the call the surgeons still have to inspect the donor organs to make sure they are 100% as they will not carry out any transplant without checking due to the overall risks of the operation.  It is often the case that even if you are 100% fit and get called in that the operation may not proceed.  We are informed it is rare to have the luck to get called in and have the operation first time round and most patients get many aborted calls.  The records is one patient had come in 13 times before having a transplant.

On the positive side it does demonstrate that Justine had clinical priority as her need was the greatest and that has been explained to her.  She has been told that she must fight the infection, get rid of it and that she is in the best place in the world and that her day will come.  Nevertheless a biyter blow and a real downer to moral but we are confident that Justine's spirit will recover and she will bounce back and fight on.

It is clearly more than unfortunate that she has contracted yet another infection whilst in Hospital and although great care is taken she is more prone to catch an infection due to her weak state and the fact she has plastic tubes in her body.  The chest drain, 
tracheotomy and now feeding tubes.


14th APRIL 2006 6.15 p.m.
We have just heard from Harefield that the transplant co-ordinators have made the first alert call to Justine that a pair of lungs may be available this evening.

They have taken samples of her blood and they are doing tests to check as to whether her infection will or will not prevent her having transplant.  This will take about 30minutes to 1 hour.

In the meantime the lungs when they reach Harefield will have to carefully inspected by the surgeon in charge of the transplant team.

Quite often call outs are made and at the lats minute they find that the donor lungs are not fully compatible or that they are not 100% perfect.

In this instance the unknown is whether or not her current infection is going to mean she looses the chance even if the donor lungs are compatible.

If all is in order then the transplant will be done this evening and overnight.

As her family are now en route to Harefield and her fiancee is already with her we may not be able to provide any updated information for a while.

14th APRIL 2006 11.45 a.m.
We were unable to provide an updated report yesterday and we apologise for that.

Justine had a very bad day yesterday and was not feeling at all well.  It has now been confirmed that she does have a fresh infection and she has been started on anti-biotics.  She had fresh X-Rays and this showed that the pneumothorax does not appear to have increased in size.  (We were not aware that she still had a pneumothorax and this news did come as a surprise to Justine.  We will have to investigate this further)

Yesterday evening she was having difficulties breathing and did get distressed.  She did not eat much and declined to have a few sips of a fresh Frappacino her father delivered.  She was asking for her oxygen support to be increased but as all her readings looked satisfactory they were reluctant to do this when they were trying to reduce her dependence of the respirator support so she could breathe on her own with either a face mask or nasal canula as was the case before this years events evolved.

The doctors felt her breathing difficulties were a combination of having a temperature, the anti-biotics just started (but which will take at least a day or so to kick in and help) and the fact she still has a pneumothorax (which is why they have left a chest drain inserted.

We were informed this morning that she had a bad night and has again been sick and is very weak.

We must hope that this is just another case of her going 3 steps forward and 2 steps backwards in the overall process of recovery and weaning off ventilator support.

12th APRIL 2006 12.30 p.m.
We have been told that Justine has managed to walk a little this morning without the zimmer frame!

12th APRIL 2006 10.00 a.m.
We have been been informed that Justine picked up during the day yesterday and managed to sit out of bed and also had two sessions breathing using a face mask without the ventilator being used.  Then she reverted to having ventilator support through the tracheotomy.  She did not manage any walking as she was recovering from a few days when she was under the weather and not feeling good.

She wrote a diary entry last night which we have added this morning.

11th APRIL 2006 1.00 p.m.
We have just been been informed that Justine has been able to sit out of bed again today but she is feeling very weak and still not managing to breathe using a face mask.  She is still having ventilator support through the tracheotomy.

She has ordered a treat today a Mint Mocha Chip Frappacino from Starbucks and this will be delivered to her this evening.  It is hopes she will at least be able to enjoy a few sips to taste her favourite drink.

10th APRIL 2006 6.00 p.m.
We have been informed that Justine was sick again today and has a very upset tummy. She is also running a temperature again and is thought to have an infection.

We have no other information BUT we do hope to have a fuller and up-to-date report from the Hospital by midday tomorrow.

9th APRIL 2006 6.00 p.m.
We have been informed that Justine was sick again this morning and most of her intavenus tubes have been removed.  One may be re-inserted tomorrow.

She managed to do a little cycling on the machine after her luch but found it hard toget on the bike and do the cycling but she certainly has been trying.

She now clearly seems to need her afternoon sleep and had one again today.

We have added a short entry Justine wrote today to the Justine's Diary section of this site. 

8th APRIL 2006 6.00 p.m.
We have been informed that Justine has been worked hard again today with the physio and outreach teams.   She is working hard on her breathing but it is not easy due to the advanced stage of her LAM.

She had started 3 paintings later last year as a wedding present for her brother Spencer who got married in December 2005.  She did in fact manage to finish these just before she was taken ill today but the pictures had not been signed.

Justine signed all 3 pictures today and also wrote personal messages on the back of each and gave them to Spencer.  He will now be able to hang these and they will take pride of place at his home.

Justine also saw her mother and Lizzy (Spencers wife) saw her for just a few minutes.

It seems that Justine has such a hectic schedule that it is not possible to visit her in the morning and to avoid her getting tired a rota of visitors is being set up.  No visitors who are unwell can see her and anybody who has been sick or had diarrhoea (tummy upset) is not allowed on the ward until 72 hours have passed with no repeat symptoms. This is to ensure no infections are brought into the ward.

If any friends want to visit they must first telephone the Ward (E Ward) at Harefield and then ask the nurse in charge to check with Justine if she wants a visit and is up for a visit.  If the all clear is given then at the moment it seems that around 2 p.m. is the time when she has her rest period and could briefly see people.

We have also found out that although many emails were sent direct to Justine she never received them as after 30 days they are automatically deleted.  If anybody did send an email and had no reply - if they are sent again arrangements have been made to monitor her email account and make sure she gets the messages.  Justine apologises but as you will appreciate she does not have access to her computer.

Justine does enjoy getting her messages and the travelogue from Olly and Melbourne Mad Mikey.

7th APRIL 2006 8.15 p.m.
We have been informed that Justine has been worked hard again today with the physio and outreach teams.   She was on a face mask for a while this morning but found it difficult and tiring breathing.

She also had her longest walk with the physio and got outside her room and saw the nurses station.  She needs the help of a zimmer frame and tells us that she get very tired walking.

She has not been able to use the cycling machine but it is a great piece of Tunturi kit.

Justine had a hearty meal this evening and started with pea soup (just sipping a little, followed by plaice in a mushroom sauce with mashed potatoes (she eat nearly all the portion served up) and to finish a real treat a chocolate mouse and some lemon sorbet. This is the biggest meal she has eaten.

Apparently it is very difficult to keep to the schedule set out on 5th April and she has only had the speaking valve in once today .

Justine has made it clear that she knows she really needs a new set of lungs as time is running out as her lung is very poorly.  She also thinks that if she had not had the surgery then she would have died.

She is still positive and las are all who know her, family, fiancee and friends and she has been told by her father that we all believe she will get the transplant she needs. However, she says deep down she has real concerns.   She is also worried that if she manages to get off the ventilator and have the tracheotomy removed that she may be sent home.  She has made it clear that is a real fear as her condition is now so poorly and she is not confident anything could be done if she was at home and had another problem.

She has not felt like writing anything for her diary today.

6th APRIL 2006 5.30p.m.
We have been informed that Justine has had a hectic day and as she has written a further diary entry we refer you to that for further information.

5th APRIL 2006 8.30p.m.
We have just been informed that Justine has now had a routine set up to wean her off ventilator support.  She has had a hectic day.

Justine has agreed that this may be of interest so her timetable is reproduced under.

09.30 - Justine will have the speaking valve connected via a face mask for 30 minutes.

10.00 - Justine will then be assisted to sit out of bed.

10.45 - Physiotherapy session

11.30 - Back on speaking valve with face mask.

12.00 - Lunch

14.00 Back to bed for a rest or sleep.

17.00 - Sit out of bed for dinner.

18.30 - Back on speaking valve via face mask.

19.00 - Exercise bike for cycling as long as she can.  They have installed a cycling machine in her room and the Physiotherapist will be teaching Justine how best to use this tomorrow.

Justine has eaten 2 meals today and a small breakfast.  She had a fruit cocktail, water ice, place in white sauce and finished with water melon brought in by her father.  She is still only eating a few mouthfuls of everything but it is a start.

Justine is also writing up her main diary which she wants to have published.

We understand it may be difficult to keep to this timetable and many other tasks have to be performed in between - but this does give some structure to Justines day.

4th APRIL 2006 7.30p.m.
We have just been informed that Justine managed to walk a bit today and did manage to get outside her room.  She has also been breathing through a face mask for a while and put back on the high flow ventilator.

She became very tired and was also sick again.

She has written a diary entry today which has more information.

3rd APRIL 2006 5.30p.m.
We have just been informed that Justine managed to sit out in a chair for a while this morning.

Justine also enjoyed a lunch of mashed potato and soup.

They were hoping to fit a speaking valve but Justine could not manage with this as it makes it very much harder to breathe.  They are trying to locate a different type of valve which may be easier for her to use.

Justine still remains on the high flow ventilator support today.

3rd APRIL 2006 9.00 a.m.

We apologise for no bulletin being posted yesterday but Justine's parents had a days respite and were out for the day celebrating a friends mother's 90th birthday. (Her father is one of the Webmasters and no other was available).

Justine had a good nights rest both on Saturday and Sunday.  She has requested a Mango puree as a fresh taste this morning so good old mother will organsise.

1st APRIL 2006 4.00 p.m.
We have just been informed that Justine has seen her consultant again today.  He has informed us that they are going to try to switch Justine to a face mask for oxygen supply.  They will cap the tracheotomy and leave that connected as a failsafe.

That change-over may be done later today.

Justine is now settling in to her new surroundings and has not got out of bed today as she is to tired.

She has seen her parents and did manage to write a lenghty entry for her diary.  This has been posted and can be found in her diary for April.

The British Lung Foundation feature Justine in their news section on their webite.